Monday, November 2, 2015

Not Doing Well

Not that anyone reads this anymore, but I have to vent a small bit. I will be 60 next year (if I live that long) and right now I am a lot of pain, legs and feet and knees mostly, I am unable to get work done that I need/want to and I am very aware of the limited time I have on this planet! My son dealing with serious health issues isn't helping my mood any either and now we have a couple of our cats that really need to go to the vet but we really can't afford it...depression is hitting hard right now. Just not seeing any hope.  

1 comment:

  1. I'm so sorry to hear of your situation. I know exactly where you are in life and where you are coming from. My life has also been in a downward spiral since I was diagnosed as HIV positive in 2007. I haven't been able to hold down a steady job since, most likely due to the increasing depression (that different meds really haven't seemed to be able to control), the 70 pound weight gain (from all the meds) and loss of my apartment in Seattle. I even had to part with my cat. I have been having to stay with different family members in different Sates ever since 2013 and it always seems like I am at the end of my rope. I know exactly how you feel and I am right there with ya brother, if you ever wanna chat, please let me know.